January 2011
Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Lately, whenever I’m lost, afraid, am in pain, don’t know what to do, nervous, unsure, and a hell of a lot more,
I just say those four words.
Because my life and all it’s events and experiences are all for the greater glory of God.
Spiritual Mentor
I should take up the president’s offer soon.
Hmm maybe after the exams I’ll pay him a visit at his office.
Bokeh?
Hmm, she has a point.
I dunno, I get the feeling that she’s drawing away.
If that is the case, the best thing to do is go on with life.
I’ll always be there for her, all she needs to do is call and reach out her hand.
In the mean time, Imma work on becoming a better man.
Turned in early last night, got a chance to...
Crap, a lot more to go!
He-Who-Must-Be-Praised
Hahaha, I amuse myself with my word play~
WEll, tama nga naman!
Amen
Easier said than done
Lot's of scripts to memorize.
Whooo~
It's not that I no longer want to hear about her...
I just learned to be patient. If she wants to talk about it, she’ll talk about it. If she doesn’t, I’ll be myself and try to make her smile.
I won’t pry anymore.
I’ll wait until she invites me in once more.
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Another Beautiful day to be thankful for.
All thanks to He-who-must-be-praised!
A beautiful day! 1-29-11
Woke up around 6:30am.
Got ready.
Arrive in class earlier than my norm.
had a fun class.
was called by the prof and successfully defended and explained my points.
Went home
had a quick snack
Packed additional merchandise
Went to pisay!
Met a lot of friends
Had a jolly good time
Made a very respectable amount of money
went home
Went to church
Treated the family out to dinner with my...
enough!
I thought you were going to seal these all up?
Don’t open the box!
Tonight, for an unknown reason, all the feelings...
I wonder why?
Crap. It hurts.
hmmmmm
It's hard to love someone who's in love with...
Well, true enough.
3 exams tomorrow.
AMDG
All for the greater glory of God.
I pray I am not tempted to cheat.
I’ll just study well tonight and pray the Lord helps me in my exams tomorrow~
^_^
Seeing that Felicia also liked one of her recent...
Someone to talk to, listen to are very comforting, well, at least that is what works for me. Talking to other helps me cope with just about anything.
It’s just a matter of who, and what topic.
I can only imagine the pain she is going through.
That above all things is something I have no idea how to help with.
I ask the Lord to be her guide and help in this area.
The father above is the only one who can really help her.
But still, I ask Him, please help me find a way to cheer up your daughter. i just feel so helpless…
But I won’t bring it up, she will open it up to me is she wants.
I’ll just pretend that I know...
Things I want to tell her:
1-26-2011
You are not an accident.
You are a blessing to your mother, sister, brother, family friends and everyone & anyone who has the good fortune of having you as a part of their lives!
Know that.
You are God’s child, as we all are, and each and everyone is special.
God does not have accidents.
Saw her this morning, that made my day. :)
oho! Looks like jason has found his way into her...
oho!
Yes!
Got a couple of great shots from that roll!
Amazing day!
Went out on a photo shoot
Met new people
had lots o fun!
spent some quality time with Abeer.
finally let ot all my thoughts and emotions about her
Finally, okay na ako. ^_^
For a moment there, I thought my cam was busted!
Buti nalang hindi!
Sleeping time for you boy! Gotta get up early for class and then go out and experiment some more! ^_^
A bit bummed at the results of today's photo...
But still looking forward to what the next day might bring! ^_^
SO many things to do, so little time!
Thankyou Lord for that opportunity to learn and...
That was a brilliant chapter to my life here in SMU!
That was fun!
What if this time, I don't say "hi" first? What if...
Wahaha, you already did that princess!
ahahah ^_^
I'm actually begining to be a bit nervous about...
Ahahahah!
Just have fun boy!
Experimental Photo Shoot on Saturday!
I hope it pushes through!
May the odds ever be in your favor!
The Panel Interview went brilliantly!
It was fun talking to the panelists!
The Talent Portion was interesting, more or less well received, yet I’m not to pleased with how I performed.
Oh well, it was a fun day! And that is what counts!
Being a witness to her immense faith was what more...
And because of that, I will never regret meeting her.
I wonder if she knows how much of an impact she...
and how much her sudden withdrawal hurts.
Tomorrow is fast approaching!~
Time for the talent show~
YOu know, Honestly I still like to hope that...
But then I remember that she doesn’t even communicate with me anymore.
even the friendship is withering away.
Then I get all pained and all that.
Jason Mraz, Jason Gale
lolololololol
The song she posted.
I’d like to think that is how she feels about me.
But when I finally played it, I think it’s more for jason.
haayy
….
Panu ba yan boy?
Di ko na alam. Basta mabubuhay nalng muna ako.
That’s the spirit!
WHo am I to get in the way.
If that is God’s plan, so be it.
Whooooooo
Thank you my Lord!
Without you, I would not survive this testing times!
Gale eh?
Very appropriate!
So uncanny how Jason fits the description!
But just like in the book, Gale sees Katniss in another way, more than just friends.
hahahahah
Brilliant! It really is uncanny how he fits the part!
I remember when I first met him, during that time at the night filled with games. He was in the blue team. Even then I said to myself, this guy likes her! But I didn’t give it...
1-17-2011
Tonight was a shock.
Since I saw Jason hanging around her.
Hmm it seems he’s making his moves.
At first I couldn’t even think of it, let alone write it out.
Does this mean I’m getting better?
Well, a tear just ran down my cheek, so it’s a no.
I still
love
her.
With all these things on my plate
The Search for Mr. Business
Helping Gabe on the letter she is writing for the dude
Film Photography
My various businesses
My Classes and their requirements
And the everyday things of daily life.
With all of these, at least I might be able to keep my self alive and whole for now.
Because when I stop and pause and think about Abeer. I start to crumble and shatter.
I told myself I would be...
She really loves the dude.
But I have reservations about him.
hmmm
But I think he won’t hurt her.
Well he better not.
I’ve watched gabe grow like I’m watching my sisters grow!
Hell, she is my sister, and if he hurts her, Imma do what I said to gabe, imma bring out the evil side, the one she helped lock away years ago.
I can still remember all the recipes to those poisons and bombs.
Hmm
But I know...
Now I find myself giving advise on love to gabe!
Dear Lord, am I the right person for her to turn to?
Sana makatulong ako, at sana hindi makakworsen ang advice ko
I will master the art of Multiple exposures, only...
For my talent in the search, I think I will go...
The piece from Dr. FAustus has always been one of my best.
I hope the audience will appreciate it.
I'm not going to asume anything. I won't be...
1/17/2011
