December 2010
Note to self
Buy this
House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewsk
Note to Self: I really should catch up with my...
Crap. Wala tlga.
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Woah.
Year 2011 Romantic
Your love life is beyond rich and transformational again this year. After enduring a prolonged deprivation spell, where true love seemed like something that only happened to other people, your turn for real love has arrived. Chances are you’re already in the midst of a very soulful tryst that began last year. But if you happen to be one of the remaining diehard...
I wonder how they make those links and stuff?
A link to a new page, ung link nya sa posterous, basta ung mga ganun. Ung isang sinusundan ko pa eh merong mga google ads.
Crap tamad ka lang aralin panu gawin yun!
Ever since naman diba?
mwahahahah.
la lang, parang gusto ko rin eh.
heheh
My Horoscope for 2011!
That looks promising.
Note to self, check this out in 12 months and see if it was correct.
Year 2011 Career
Now that Chiron is finally coming out of your work sector this February after an extended seven-year saga of pushing every social insecurity button known to man, your work environment should be considerably less painful. If you’ve had trouble with co-workers or employees,...
Signs of healing.
Her last post on FB is promising.
I think she’s had at work right now in making her new blog.
Godspeed and God bless Abeer!
Pad paper writings:Things you wrote down on random...
12/3010
2:15pm
When I talk about the Lord, I still feel apprehensive of sorts.
I feel unworthy to be talking about his greatness.
Even when I was telling her that it is in His hands, He will be the one to give us strength, I really felt unworthy to be the one telling her that.
I dunno. I just really feel unworthy to even speak His name. Maybe that’s why I use the term “Our...
Note to self. Pic Hugging yourself.
Must try that shot, the one ethan described
I lost two followers today.
Does that mean her other blog was also following me?
And I wasn’t even able to view it.
Such a waste. Such a tradgedy.
Keep strong Abeer, I’m praying for you!
A tradgedy strikes!
She lost her tumblog last night.
Dear Lord, what a tragic turn of events!
I could just barely comprehend the loss she was feeling.
My replies to her texts took so long coz I could not find the words to comfort her. I just pray that she finds solace in the Lord.
It's eight pm! Time to go and meet the batchmates!
Sage advice Ethan!
Thanks bro!
Note to self, get him a thank you gift
Woah! That was scarring! Mwahahaha. Stupid fool!
ahahahahahaha what has been seen cannot be unseen. What has been done cannot be undone. What has been heard cannot be unheard. nyahahahahahahah
Anthony posted this today, it speaks some truth.
“Love is like lightning. When it hits you, you feel it throughout your entire body. When it leaves you, you’re never the same again. It can last for a long while or be gone in the blink of an eye. And for some people, it strikes more than once…But for some it doesn’t strike twice at the same place…”
Another year comes to a close.
Where do I start on this essay about 2010?
Hmm.
Let me just say that this year has been one of the most formative years of my life. This year I turned 21, and I had secretly hoped that on my birthday, some long hidden bloodline powers would awaken. But sadly nothing happened. In its place something better came. Shortly after my birthday, I started off on the most changing and formative path of...
Why is it that normally I have a lot of thoughts I...
Hmm, whoever that annonymous is, they're right.
She’s far more beautiful than any of those models.
Stop being so presumptuous boy!
Asa pang ikaw ung namimiss nya. I thought we already talked this through? Diba, focus nlng muna sa buhay.
I know, but I can’t just suddenly stop caring and thinking about her.
I know. Just give it time. If it’s God’s will it will happen. For now focus on what you must do. Diba dami na nga mga nakapila na kailangan gawin and iprepare for this year?
Yeah.. sigh. Yep! Imma done...
I'll just focus on my over all development for...
I think that’s the best thing to do.
Gabe was having a pretty bad few weeks so she...
We talked about how we were maturing pretty quick these last year. Thinking about our futures, financially and all that. Getting more involved in the development of our faith and beliefs.
I asked her for some advice. from the little I told her she said there’s two things:
A. It’s something personal
B. It’s a guy.
Hmmm, roughly what I thought as well, maybe even both.
Hmmm,.
Today was a good day.
Rod arrived around 4:30 in the morning, we slept in until 10am ahahah. Had breakfast and got ready.
Arrived at Vielle’s at around 12:30pm, her mom was there, fed us a lot of desserts ^_^
We went to balai gloria around one thirty, Gabe and Vivian were already there, Ethan followed shortly.
We had a blast, a long lunch, lot’s of kewntuhan and catching up.
Rod was able to bring the...
I'd ask her if she was home safe coz I can;t help...
If I had something in mind which I wanted to talk to her about, I could not rest until we had met up and we had discussed it.
But recently I’m finding thath the moment I’m done typing out my thoughts here, I become calm and I just begin to resolve to work it out with my self.
In some aspects I think it’s good, but I also think that a one on one talk is highly overdue.
I miss...
So cool
Hi, Rod. Thank you very much for your e-mail. Honestly, I somehow “ignored” this e-mail last Friday as I thought that it was a spam mail, especially since the subject is often the subject of hoaxes and your e-mail address is not familiar to me! =) I am so glad that I opened and read your message. I commend you and your friend for having that desire to become...
Thoughts
From how she things are going now I thought that what she needed was space and for me to stop being clingy.
And I had decided to do that. Avoid uber texting and contacting her, avoid being clingy and asking too many questions, avoid being annoying and all that. But I said I would still stay the same Jian she knows, be the same, act the same, I would stop assuming and all that.
I said I would...
The stars over Bayombong view and captured from...
Hace fun sa Photo walk! ^_^
Translation: I wish I could go with you.
Sigh, yeah she’s going out for a photo walk.
And I was just thinking that we could go to bangan hill, make camp at the view deck, take shots of the sunset and wait for the first few star to come out.
Plus it would have been a private place so we could talk openly without the fear of anyone watching.
But alas I was not invited, so just gonna...
I've let things be for too long now.
Brace yourself boy
Words may sting but silence is what breaks the...
Yes, yes yes, oh how true is that!
I love you. But i wish I never learned to.
Another post by her.
I’m even afraid to even think that it’s meant for me.
is it?
Should I ask?
….
Well, without risking, nothing will happen.
Her: I'm dying to know, is it killing you like...
She just posted that. And I want to go over her place and tell her that yes, this “wall” this “distance” that has formed between us is killing me. For the last few weeks, it’s been tough. It takes every fibre of my being to not loose faith and hope.
I want to talk to her, heart to heart, I want to open up to her about how I felt these last few weeks.
All that and...
I got to spend some quality time with her today.
It was like before. The reason everything started. Just the two of us, a ton of food and similar passions. Lemme sort through my feelings and thoughts regarding that blissful experience.
Hmmm, how should I describe it. Total darkness and then I was able to see the stars and moon once more! hehehe
Ay sayang!
D ko naikwento un Zombie related dream ko! ahahah
Lot's of photos being uploaded.
Kainggit sila.
Seems like everyone I know on FB are posting pics from their holiday celebrations.
Darn.
For a family who’s versed in photography, it’s kinda ironic that we don’t have a camera.
Dad, me, vince and chantal. why even the chloe. Lot’s of photographers and yet no camera.
Y?
We really should buy one.
hmm, It seems I can't comment on the pic. Huh.
But I wanna know where she took it, of all her recent shots, it has the most promise. blurred and clear at the same time.
For the first time in Five months I have no load.
I just want to be there in the way that she needs...
That was a nice workout session
Except for the part where Vince almost fainted. I never really knew that he was that fragile.
I think it’s because of his childhood operation.
Hmm, must watch out for him every time we work out.
Be not afraid brother! I got your back!
I am counting the times you lied to my face. Oh...
Have I?
Have the truths I said before turned out to become lies now because of how things are going?
Did I say things and make promises that are turning to lies now..
Hmmm. Well everything I feel and think about her, everything I said to her, I meant them and they’re real. I’m just trying to see what she really needs now.
Space?
Have I been smothering and clingy?
I’m...
Hindi manlalamig ang taong mahal mo kung wala...
I wonder if that’s why things are like this…
Jian, how could you even think that!
Sorry, it’s just my insecurities again.
